Friday, August 15, 2014

This love which has surrounded me these days is just so special. I feel warm every time. I feel like someone is watching me over all the time to guide me in becoming a better human. This feeling has stirred my heart with passion. This may be sounding so exotic but it really is damn sweet. The serenity in these moments is just too precious. May be, I am rushing things too early. But, my heart is shouting that no, this is not rush; this is true because I am falling. My heart is pounding with love. My soul is swinging away in motions to be with her. Her presence is all I want in my life. But for that, I need to go on my knees to ask her that would she be mine forever. Wont she? That’s the question I have been asking my mind daily at night on my bed when I try to sleep but her thoughts fill my mind and her smile makes me smile and my mind becomes numb like always. The curve she always wears over her face makes my day. The way she looks at me ignites my heart to beat faster. Tonight, I would prepare myself. I can’t let time slip away and I can’t let my soul to be without her. She is my cure. All I need to do is, summon up my confidence and mix it with my positive emotions, and just bow, in front of the queen of my heart. I don’t know her response. But I wish it to be a yes. My mind is really out of my control. May be, she knows magic because I am totally under her spell. Well, yes I am. But this spell makes me feel stronger. This feeling is something I never felt before. Yes, maybe this is what people call love. But what if she denies or, I am not able to make it up to that mark, or, what if I go numb in front the real angel? No, she won’t deny. I am sure about that. Whenever I see in those enchanting eyes, I see my reflection and her smile says that she is meant to be with me. Yes, we are made for each other. The smell I inhale when she is with me makes me go crazy. The heat my hands get whenever I touch her hands.  The way she looks at me with desired eyes. The way she blushes whenever she hears my name. The way she smile when I am with her. All these are the signs of her love for me. Yes, this same happens with me too. It’s just like déjà vu. Yes, tomorrow when the sun rises, there would be a new dawn of new love story. Yes, I can’t wait to make her mine. Tomorrow morning I would shower my emotions and just wait for those pretty lips to say yes I love you too.