Love Introspection(Chap 2)- The Meeting

Love Introspection

Chapter 2- The Meeting

In Jan of 1974, it was Sunday, and the celebrations of New Year were over. I was here, sitting on this right damn bench, when I saw her for the first time. I was about 9 years old and then a wonder crossed my glimpse. There she was, in a beautiful frock standing right in front of me, with eyes closed, praying to the lord jesus. Sitting here, I just could see her one half, I tried to move here and there to watch how she looked, and then her mom asked her that was she finish as they needed to go and with that she nodded and they turned to exit, and that was the first time I saw an angel. I wanted to stop her, but neither have I known her name, nor could I stop her. So I sat here again with some grief in my heart. I was alone, and after sometime I went to my home.

On my way home, I was constantly thinking about her, how she looked, and the magic of her smile and how pretty her eyes were. Oh man, I was lost. That was the first time when someone had been on my mind for so long. There was something special about her, may be it was her smile, or her soft long hair which were teasing her by falling again and again to her cheeks from the ears. While I was coming to my home, I was out of my senses, kicking an empty can on the road, and suddenly, I bumped into someone. I gained my conscious back, and I looked up. I saw a young man with a carton in his hands, as if he was moving somewhere. I apologised to the man and went to my house. As soon as I pressed the doorbell, I was waiting for someone to open the door, and I was looking here and there in the dismal of waiting, suddenly I turned and I saw her. Oh My God! Was it happening for real! There she was again in front of my eyes. And when I watched closely, I saw she was moving in to the house which was just three houses apart us.

I was overwhelmed, I was delighted to know that now I could be friends with her and could see her anytime I wished. I felt that Jesus had granted me the wish. I left my door and set my directions towards her. I presumed that she will easily accept a friendly hand. I had just made my move and started walking towards her, but till then the door was wide open and my mother was shouting from behind to call me. Shit man! I felt embarrassed. I turned back and went inside my house. I went to my room, ate some snacks and started to complete my homework. Later that day, I told my mom indirectly that she should be friends with that girl’s mother.

“Some new family has moved in our locality mom, just next to Malhotra Uncle.” I said.

“Yeah I heard that too. I was thinking I will go tomorrow and ask if they need any help.” She responded back.
“You also come along, we will go in the evening.” She continued. To which I just nodded.

Oh my God! Did she really say that I shall come along with her! I went crazy. I was very happy and my heart was jumping inside my body.

The next evening, my heartbeats were becoming very fast and I was too joyful that I was going to meet her. I washed my face properly and wore a nice perfume, and my mother was kind of doubtful about what I was trying to do. I kept that thought aside and made up my hair.

There we were, I was standing at her door with my mother waiting for someone to open the gate. I heard someone climbing down the stairs and then the sound of the footsteps ceased and someone opened the door. She looked like her mother. She was a charming lady with a soft smile over her face. My mom told her that we are her new neighbour and she gladly invited us in.

My mom was talking with hers and getting to know her, she was making a new friend, my mom was very good in making friends and she had a lot of friends. While she was busy talking with her mother, my eyes searching for that girl. I was looking everywhere, trying to capture and adhere everything in my mind. And suddenly I heard her mom saying that she lived with her husband and two children out of which was a girl of 8 years old by name Avantika and boy who is just 10 months old namely, Divyam.

After 10 minutes of talking, there was a ring on the door, and her mother went to open the door, and when she came back, my angel was with her, trying to hide behind her mother. She was shy. She looked too cute and her mother was trying to pull her out so that she may introduce her to us.

“Hello” I said. But I was followed by silence and a smile on her face, but still my gesture made her shyer. Now I was feeling dumb. I didn’t know what to do now. My mind was blank.

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Fairy Tale

Our story is just like a fantasy come true
My heart is just beating to live for you
The clouds above us are waiting for the proper moment
The time when aura will be filled by our scent
Then stars above are jealous that you are brighter than the moon
And the distance which separates us will perish soon
Forget all the fairy tales cause we will make one
As you are the only person to whom my heart belongs
In those perfect eyes of yours I swim in our memories
And nothing can cease me to fulfill our lovely destiny
This world moves and the time cripples but we stand together
The distance can move us apart but the love stays young forever
You and I are inconsolable who just seek each other everytime
And I love you with my heart open for you to step inside my life
Till my last breath and beat I will have your name on my lips
And your glimpse in my eyes will never vanish even if time flips
Cause my angel, you are the fairy of our beautiful tale
And I am your prince charming to live within your heart's cape
With my breaths going fast as my heart feels near you
My soul paints a rainbow filled prophecy for our steps to take a move
Cause in this journey, people are trying to separate us
But we love each other and live to believe in our Jesus
This fairy tale will wash away all the pain of our past
As the destination is our triumph and the time will be aghast
Your beautiful heart is holding  mine with such purity
And my love for you is my true destiny
Cause my shadow will follow you when I am gone
As I am the king of our Kingdom, not a mere pawn
And you my queen, will beautify the whole universe
And together we will love each other

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Love Introspection(Chap 1) - The Beginning

Love Introspection


Chapter One- The Beginning



Date 25 August 1989,

A boy was sitting in a church. He came at 11 in the morning and didn’t left till 4 in the evening. He didn’t even raise his head, didn’t eat or drank water. Sitting on the last bench, he just kept thinking, never murmured anything or spoke. The priest was kind of amazed and tensed about the boy; after all he is a priest. He had grown care for the boy. The boy came to the church for the fifth day and still he didn’t have said anything neither he have looked upwards to face the Holy Jesus.

The priest was curious to know what the case was, so, he decided to approach him. When the distance narrowed and the priest was able to see him closely, he has reckoned that the boy was in his mid-twenties. He wanted to help the boy, and bring him back to the life, life, where he really should be.

Father was standing right next to him now, and the meantime he have made quite some assumptions about him. He had a belief that this boy needed someone, he could tell this by how he was sitting. He was in the place where all the negativities vanish away, where the Holy Spirit kisses your soul and shows you the path of real happiness. The boy was sitting with his head down on the back of the front bench with his hand crossed across his stomach. He have had known that the boy felt cold inside, he surely needed someone. And so he could find nobody to share, he was within the heart of beloved Jesus.

“Son” said the priest and put his warm hands on the boy’s shoulder to share some warmth and try to reduce some shackles from his heart.

The boy trembled. He started to shiver as if he have had been touched by a demon. He peeped from a side, and to his amaze, he suddenly had made his posture correct and was now sitting properly. He was shocked to see the priest to come and talk to him.

With a warm and soothing smile his face wore, and the Priest spoke, “Is something bothering you my child? This place is made to wash away your sins and to devote a part of you to God. If you wish to confess something, you are gladly welcome.”

The boy was looking at his face, he felt some warmth. He surely wanted to share to share with someone what dilemma was he facing. But, he couldn’t summon up the energy to share. He kept looking into the Father’s eyes, and he started to feel better. He felt that something was about him or this place which was making him trust the man in the robe and confess his emotions in front of god.

“Father, can I talk about broken heart, disguise and cheating in front your god?” asked the boy.

He expected the Father would say that God do not talk about evil or he will dodge his question as he was too confused to properly think. But the reply he got, made his heart to put faith in this person and share his life story and confess all his emotions. He said, “Sure my SON, you can share anything with me as after all I am here to make my children smile again.”

“Thank You Father! That means a lot to me.” The boy said with a little hope for the answer and faith that he won’t be betrayed here.

“My name is Aarav, and today, I am here because of someone whom I have loved since my childhood. I am here because this was the place where I had met her 15 years ago. Today, after 15 years when I got back, I knew got to know something which I have changed my inside out and now I am totally devastated to feel anything.” Aarav said with a glimpse of tear in his eyes.

“Pour your heart out my child, I won’t hurt you” the priest said with his warm smile.

“So, here is my life from its starting, my life now crawling back from fifteen year, my life from January of 1974…

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Valentines Day- Day of Love

Our life is based on a journey on which we sail. I am glad that I have you by my side to share this journey. Most of us all today might be writing a new story, a new page of love which will bring smiles and happiness along with your journeys. If you doubt that the person by your side is not who should be, then just look into their eyes, you will be able to find your answer. This day, Valentines Day, just a name is enough to fill your hearts with love. We should be glad that we have a day to confess pure love to someone who mean a lot to us. That someone can make you feel heaven even if you are in a hell of situations, that one smile from that someone can shine your life from a never ending serenity, that someone can make your heart into a home and be their shelter you from all the pity things out there. This day is a dawn for those who lack courage to show what they feel, how they feel. Many will be cheering and celebrating this day, and my friends, that's the best way to live this day. Love, it's the ultimate thing a human can feel. This life, truly is a journey, and nobody wants to be alone on this journey, so let's accept or give a hand to someone who share the same journey as yours. As the destination never mattered, the journey is what which fills your heart, mind and soul with memories. If you have that someone in your life then just go and die with memories, not cries. This Kingdom, this life is yours, and you're it's only god to lead it how you wish to live or in which direction you sail. The warmth you feel under your chest and the beat which is calling you is your call to show your love.


I know no matter what it takes, this life is one. This life is one. She is what mean the universe to me of which I am the gravity. And I am so glad to have her in my life so that this journey is lot more fun than it would have been if I was solitude. I know we are far away but the moment will come when we will be together under the boulevards of these stars which have been teasing us from the start. I believe this because the angels told me so, as she herself is an angel who can create magic with just one smile. I know she drives me crazy, but this insanity is what makes me differ from all the one who couldn't find what I have. The special feeling you get is just everybody crave for. She fills this heart with pure emotions. I Love You. <3


I hope you all like this poem.


Today a new story is on its way
I am coming to you no matter what it takes
The blood under my skin is rising to flow for you
And our stars are colliding to create a path new
This aura, this moment is filling my heart
The sensation of purity just doesn't get apart
When I look high into the sky
I see someone smiling for me asking me to come high
The way you watch me and capture in those pretty eyes
All I wish is to stay forever right by your side
I feel home like warmth around you
You have shown me the source to hold to
In my heart I have created a palace where you are the queen
And this guy is at your service to provide to make you please
This Kingdom lies in my heartbeat where nobody can hurt you
And I can dance with you on your favourite songs and cherish you
The togetherness you bring, may be it's more than paradise
You are the star in my life which always shine
My world bows to you as I am devoted to you
Before these breaths stop forever I try to be your moon
Every song I listen make me think about us
Where we will be doing our stupid things to love each other
This journey without you would have been a dilemma
All my senses work as if they belong to someone
And that someone is surely you which I reckon
Let this wind takes us with itself
And we sail together to our own heaven
Let this rain pour over us and make us wet within its love
As from this day on there always would be a lot, no some
May be this cry for your touch on my soul is all enough
Cause you already are my angel who have brought me into the world of trust
You washed away all my darkness and pain
And I know I just wish to seek this eternal rain
With you I can make moments into memories
And I am proud of what my heart wishes
It speaks of you in its beating
And my soul move towards you without perusing
The roots of my life are bending to your dignity
As deep within a part of me believes you to be my destiny
I just want you to be my forever valentine from this moment
So that each forth year from now I don't ask anybody else
As your Kingdom awaits in my heart for you my princess
Let's paint this canvas with our love and close our eyes
To fall into the most beautiful thing in this world
Where everywhere all I find is you and your divine love

I hope you loved it, and especially you. ;) :*

Kiss Day

The stars above falls down to kiss you
And I here with distance between us, miss you
But as this night calls out, in the morning I will be in your arms
To kiss your heart away and embrace your pretty charm
Tonight, I just lean in to kiss you and fall for the divine taste
As this day is meant to share our love otherwise it's a waste
There's a part of me which cry for you
A part of my heart which burns for you
My arms just wish to hold you tight and wrap you around
With only you and your beautiful love to be surround
You and I together make the moments into memories
As this love doesn't ceases between us
Let the rain pour over us and we dance under beautiful stars
And we kiss till dawn makes a mere start
This wind teases me when it plays with your hair
And all I could is to make them clear
My heart just freezes when I watch you smile
I just wish I had the power to halt the running time
As I know what future brings
Where I will wearing you down the ring
And we take our vows in front of the almighty
So we could kiss and hug each other tightly
I love you in my glimpses I am so sure
And I have never met someone so beautiful so pure
Your heart returns all my calls and mine jumps
While each time you blow a kiss, the faster it pumps
In an another world, we will live above the clouds in the sky
Where our Kingdom will be up so high
And we will fly with the birds to call it home
And the angels will sing as we come
Within your eyes I find my true identity
And meeting you was my true destiny
You took my breaths away
And I could just watch you sway
While my heart had grabbed yours and went on its knees
To ask you for a dance which it could only cherish
And then it just went to kiss your soft lips
As you are in all my prayers, and worships
I share my life with you
As my heart truly beats for you
Staying in your arms and embracing your lips is what my heart wishes
And my heart will beat for you with yours even if it ceases
I just don't want you to let go
And try an attempt to show
That you are my heaven and happiness
Holding you tight I want to love you till my breath ends
Cause we are blessed by the jesus
And together we will write our own stories



Happy Kiss Day to all the beautiful girls out there in this world. I know the poem is somewhat long but please bear with it and share it if you like it. Many hugs and kisses from my side. ;) :*

Hug Day

This day so forth will be remembered
When we embrace each moment with each other
If you cry I will be there to comfort you
If you try to go in your shell I will be there to love you
These arms of mine are widely open for you to fill
And here I am to cherish your pretty smile
I know how sacrifices you make to be with me
And now it's my turn to return the favors with my insanity
I will keep you safe and sound
Within my arms you are here to astound
With cool breezes playing with your hair
And you standing still in the balcony there
I will come and wrap you in my arms to feel the warmth
And I will cherish the divine moment of our love
Where you will smile and your heart will call
Call my name loud when mine will start to roll
Our shadows will speak for us and will be united as one
While you and I will make the butterflies stich some moments of love
Violins, flutes, or pianos, none is compared with your voice
With you I don't feel anything just to be proud on my choice
I know you are the reason I am today
And on my knees I just wish to ask you to say
I wish you to accept this stupid guy as your one and all
As his heart is just being trying you to call
As if this heart breaths with yours
And whenever I am with you, above my head I hear choirs
All I want is to hug you tightly and never let you go
And I open my heart for you to step in and show
Show that I just love you
With you I feel so new and true
With you beside me, I feel happiness lurking everywhere
And till my last breath and after eternity I want to care
These eyes are lucky as they can watch you smile
And this heart is so lucky as it calls you mine
The shape of my heart is shifting like your face
As I just try yours to bring close and embrace
With all these words I try to make you blush and smile
And from this moment on you are my all, my life
I love you my angel, my little princess
As your love, warmth, care, and smile are just priceless




Happy hug day to everyone. Warm hugs from my side to everybody. Just enjoy this life as it's just one and keep spreading love and warmth. :) 

Promise Day

We are connected by a common string
I am the cloud and you are the urge that rain brings
You derive me crazy and fill this heart with emotions
And I am lost in pure feelings without any potions
These words are enough to bring a moment of joy in your heart
And how many games the time may try, it can't get us apart
I promise to be around you and shelter you
And I vow you to fiercely love you
These memories with you are my quilt which I wear at night
And I late in between I wake up to watch you sleep tight
With a smile on your face you sleep in my warmth
And I vow to maintain it with all of my love
The angels fly around us to show me the true you
And I feel basoraxia just to make you feel new
Like morning dew, you are so pure
That I wish to fill your life with exquisite moments to lure
This feeling with you, the thing I feel inside
They just make me what I am without any doubt
Being in love with someone shows you what true affection is
And I just wish to seek the place in your heart where I could live
I vow to always call that place home and stay there with my love
As my angel some promises are not been told, they are to be done
You got those enchanting eyes which makes you so serene
And my heart beats more blood in that moment as I watch you pleased
You smile and my heart is love strucked
And my arms just wish to be around you for a hug
While my eyes glitter to never lose you in amidst
And all I pray or think about is to never forget out first kiss
All I want to say is that no matter what I say or do
These are words right now but I vow to show how much I love you




Hope you all like it and share the love that everyone needs in their life. With these small efforts I just try to spread love, happiness and smiles all around. If you like it then please share this link and do try to keep up l the promises you make. Thanks to all for being there and reading what I have been uploading till now. Thanks a lot. :)

Teddy Day

She came in my life like an angel
And in no time I got so insane for her
When she wraps up me in her warm arms
I just go in awe and I am lost in her charm
The way she looks and hold me through her gaze
I just wish to bring her close and take a taste
The soft smooth of hers makes my hand slip down
And my heart just cannot stop it's fastening pound
How this fate brought us close is just true destiny
As my angel you look like a cute teddy
I feel I loved you before I met you
And when we met I just couldn't stop feeling deja vu
This night is closing in and our morning awaits us
Where we are holding our hands and talking about our jesus
And the smile on your beautiful face says it all
That your heart, soul and mind are responding to my calls
Right where you are I will fill your life with joy and happiness
Balloons, flowers and teddies will share your little mess
You make me a better man and I love you the way you are
Even god knows what we are made of a we don't get apart
Just like this teddy bear I try to bring a wide smile
As my princess, the angels above tell me that you are mine
I just love you
And this totally feels to be true



Happy Teddy Day everybody :) 

Chocolate Day

Today under this wide sky I give a little prayer
A prayer that we both stay happy together forever
Where I can watch your lovely smile every time
And I can kiss away all our problems with this time
The way your eyes meet mine and embrace the love
I just wish to kiss your chocolaty lips and taste some
This sweet essence of yours makes me go crazy
And your melting heart makes my heart sway
I just wish to be here with you till my last breath
And please don't forget what I have said
That I love you and you are my precious Delilah
Just let me kiss you and wrap you my arms
As this heart has been shouting your name since it met you
And your heart was responding making me feel so new
This time with you will melt just like a chocolate
But the sweet taste of our relationship won't go away
As you fill this life of mine with colours no one else can
I am so lucky to be your all, your loving man
I just wish to watch you and adore your eyes
And praise your smile and never lie
With your blush spreading over your cheeks
And my heart starts pounding so fast to its streak
I just wish to be around you and love you
So I can taste the best chocolate in stew
This life of ours is written in stars
But my heart is glued to your heart
Just stay with me all this time
Be my all, my angel, and just mine
That's my prayer to angels above
We live together forever, just us




Happy chocolate day to everybody :) Stay happy. Stay loved. Sp read love. 

Propose Day

If we could only have this time
I would like to halt it and make mine
You are here right in front of me
And I am in a paradise of pure serenity
Your eyes are shining under this twilight
And I am falling under your spell this night
All I wish to do is to go on my knees
And ask that can I have the pleasure of dancing with you please?
With your blushy cheeks I think I will have this dance
And within the dance I will hold you close to make my chance
I will whisper I love you my angel in your ears
And my heart will be beating fast seeking for cheer
This day on I wish not to leave your arms ever
As this day is special to make you my forever
I have this feeling in my heart that you are just mine
And together we will live to surpass the mere time
All I want to do is to shower all my love
And we remember this beautiful night for us
The moon glowing above you is jealous as you are more beautiful
And this boy here is opening his heart to be truthful
Just be my valentine and share this life with me
As my lady I love you so immensely
And my heart will beat reciting by your name
To live withing your own warmth and complete my life's aim




For all the beautiful and cute singles out there. ;)
Hope you like it and spread love as much as you can. :)

Rose Day

Sunshine from above is making you shine
And I am going crazy without champagne or wine
Like a soft tender bud you have grown into a beautiful soul
And to love you and protect from this mere world is my goal
Watching you dance in this wind and swaying your hands
I just forget all my tensions all my errands
In the moonlight you stay strong and spread your pure essence
And I am enchanted whenever I am under your exquisite presence
Your soft hands fill up my arms like petals hug a rose
And I love being your around you with you in every pose
This garden has a lot of lilies, jasmines, and lotuses
But after watching you truly my heartbeat ceases
The way you smell and you spread your wings to wrap around flowers
I just feel invincible and feeling you near me gives me power
All I can do is to watch you in awe and feel your serene love
As you are so tender so delicate so pure and naive
You live to enlighten the whole garden
And in your life I wish to be your sun
I want to be there every time and give you strength
and burn all the things which to hurt or amend
As my beautiful rose you the best thing to me
And this life with you is my true destiny



Happy rose day to all the beautiful looking rosey girls. Hope you shine and enjoy and be like a rose to nurture this whole world. :)

Rainbow of Thoughts

Right this moment... This moment is the moment of change... The moment in which you can cross the time and ask yourself... ask yourself that what have you done... are you really worth it... or is it just that you think you are... let the sky bestow the result upon you as it always have been above you... The more you try to climb you have been stretching an arm to cry out for help to reach and gain what you have been expecting... Each day you try to bring a smile on this earth so that a new star may born but what happens when a hope shatters..  what about when your desires are cuddling in the arms of black hole and you are just watching them go... soon this universe would be calling out a name that boy your part... your journey is over but could you really make it...

In this rainbow of thoughts and the open universe you live to see something and get it done... there's a song written for all of us... there's a moment where you can look at the stars above and touch them... feel their heat... embrace the glow and enlighten yourself for and better new... you are no longer alone or broken... just misconceped or have been trying the wrong way... but believing and hopes have took you so long to a journey you never desired but still the journey was yours and you could do something which nobody could...

The stars with their wishes clap and applause your effort but the question remain still... have you really made it... is it really worth it or is it just an illusion... The answer lies just in front of you... you need to close your eyes for that... as open eyes let the universe enter inside you and play with you like a toy... With my close eyes I see myself in front of a mirror...

The mirror is bounded by shackles and there are some carvings of tears on it... The mirror is broken but I cannot fix it... I don't have the adhesive... but I have myself... I have my determination and my heart... my hope and my journey... I opened my eyes and after moment when I close them again I was the adhesive... The mirror was glued again and the shakes were reduced because now I was and star... The faults inside me were uplifted as I could feel the inside mw not the outside world letting me... guiding me... showing me a path but I could find my own way...

Yeah I was lost many a times but that let me to the journey which has made me what I am right now... and to answer the question that is it worth it... so yeah... It is worth it... you can be the great stars to enlighten the universe but I am the comet to glow the paths of needy ones too... This rainbow of thoughts and the cry ti reach out for the sky have made me touch, embrace and feel the clouds... The rain building between them... They have let me to open the gates for those who believe and try to touch the sky... as even a gaze at this wonderful life is enough to live a breathful moment which can make it worth it...

In this life many things crosses our path and test us. We just need to believe in ourselves and show us that WE CAN DO IT. Many people will be guiding you, but never neglect their opinion, just focus on your heart and dreams. Believe is all you can do. This world is too small to hate and cry... Lets just fill this world to nurture new ideas, thoughts and people...

And do keep asking yourself that IS IT REALLY WORTH IT?


Sorry guys, I was inactive for such a long time, but this time I am back with some stories and a new series of stories based on a fictitious college. The stories will be based on the college only and a lot of fun would be there in those stories, Hope you like it. Again I apologize for such a delay. Thanks to be there and give this blog the time. :)